I slip farther into the Abyss;
my eyes fixed in a downward gaze, mesmerized in comforting horror,
that is but sparsely broken by glances only to the cherubim in my arms.
Beatific.
Glorious.
Her perfect eyes, eternally cast upward toward her Heavenly Father,
do not see me.
My touch taints her. My hands, soiled and befouled,
smear and stain her deep. But still she raises her voice to the holy ghost,
that heavenly phantasm,
in praise and longing.
AVI!
But my trajectory, my tragedy, is prophecy.
And there has never been any other choice, for either of us.
Monday, November 9, 2009
Unhipsterish Earnestness by Greg Santos
i do not like to write my poems using only lowercase letters
i feel like i am not cynical or hip enough to do so
the poets who write like this are way cooler than i am
If I wrote like them I would be like that creepy old guy
Who crashes a dive bar where all the cool college kids hang out
And I would be standing around all uncomfortable and self-conscious
With the wrong kind of alcoholic drink cradled unironically in my hand
And trying hard not to wince too much at the unrecognizable music
And I would secretly be hoping that Dave Matthews Band or Coldplay were playing instead.
Even though I am not that much older than they are but just old enough
To realize my tucked-in collared shirt and boot-cut jeans are too earnest and sincere
And sincerity is a big no-no lest I be trying to say something meaningful
And the world is too fucked up to write about love and the soul or the heart
And even swearing in the last line seems forced because I never swear in real life
And seeing it written down makes me regret I put that in the poem in the first place
But I will not remove it because it gives the poem street cred
And I am really dying for some street cred right now.
I feel old.
I will take anything I can fucking get.
i feel like i am not cynical or hip enough to do so
the poets who write like this are way cooler than i am
If I wrote like them I would be like that creepy old guy
Who crashes a dive bar where all the cool college kids hang out
And I would be standing around all uncomfortable and self-conscious
With the wrong kind of alcoholic drink cradled unironically in my hand
And trying hard not to wince too much at the unrecognizable music
And I would secretly be hoping that Dave Matthews Band or Coldplay were playing instead.
Even though I am not that much older than they are but just old enough
To realize my tucked-in collared shirt and boot-cut jeans are too earnest and sincere
And sincerity is a big no-no lest I be trying to say something meaningful
And the world is too fucked up to write about love and the soul or the heart
And even swearing in the last line seems forced because I never swear in real life
And seeing it written down makes me regret I put that in the poem in the first place
But I will not remove it because it gives the poem street cred
And I am really dying for some street cred right now.
I feel old.
I will take anything I can fucking get.
just a poem by steve calamars
a duet
hemingway played
a 12-gauge
like a trumpet
lips wrapped
around the barrel
cheeks inflated
like dizzy gillespie
he blew a solo
of buckshot and
brain-parts all over
empty white walls
times have changed
but not really all that much
i now cling to a glock
instead of a shotgun
i punch the keys
of a laptop
instead of a
typewriter
i too strive for
sparse prose and
poems clean as
erector-sets
and i routinely
squeeze the trigger
of an empty gun
perfecting my technique
and warming up
my fingers
preparing to
close my eyes
gather my will
and play a duet
menacing as a bull fight—
hemingway played
a 12-gauge
like a trumpet
lips wrapped
around the barrel
cheeks inflated
like dizzy gillespie
he blew a solo
of buckshot and
brain-parts all over
empty white walls
times have changed
but not really all that much
i now cling to a glock
instead of a shotgun
i punch the keys
of a laptop
instead of a
typewriter
i too strive for
sparse prose and
poems clean as
erector-sets
and i routinely
squeeze the trigger
of an empty gun
perfecting my technique
and warming up
my fingers
preparing to
close my eyes
gather my will
and play a duet
menacing as a bull fight—
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